LipanConjugal wrote:I'm worried most about those without a firm cultural base. If you do not have this safety net, form one. Cultivate a belief system that works for you with the word "Congruence" in mind.
And stop searching until you form these from the bottom-up. There is a great danger to your mind if you aren't protected by a storied past.
Everyone's struggle is different. Forget about specifics and contemplate the movements of the world into "trees" or "roots" systems and how there will be a microcosm and a macrocosm. Think about Circles, the letter "Y" and stare at a Thunderbird. Whether on purpose or allowed to form through ignorance, it is there.
It seems the more you search you seem to come full circle. What if the reality of it is simple and what we have all been exposed to at some point.
That there is a good God who created everything and knows everything.
That there is a devil who wants power and souls for himself.
That this reality is a battle ground for good and evil to fight on.
That every person can make a change in this battle.
I think maybe when all the thinking and philosophy is exhausted this is what will be left.
I am drawn towards christianity. though i like to think of God more than jesus. I don't like the preachy side of christianity. the bible belt mentality, which i guess is not christianity at all after reading the new testament. The feeling i get from it is one of solidness and cleaness. something to fall onto when confused and down. Soemthing good and light (as in bright).
So i'll be thinking of a circle with a cross in it.
I know what you mean about stop searching. Find a "map", the system of belief and stick to it and everything else will just fall into place. And if you get tired with this belief system still stick to it, because it is the mind wavering and not the map. It will get you there eventually.
The letter Y i've thought about. I remember hearing how it was a powerfull symbol. To me i think of it in simple terms. Like i see it as every decision a fork in the road. Which way to choose. The right way or left.
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